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I’m an entrepreneur. Or am I?

This is what has been bugging me for a few weeks, and even more so since my birthday just whooshed by yesterday.

I have been working ( a lot) as the restaurant manager for a small hotel here in NH and, while it is rewarding and fun and all of that, I miss the freelancing and excitement of my own biz.

I spent some time yesterday working on brainstorming and planning and goal-setting for 2010, and came to the conclusion that I am going to have to be very focused and extremely diligent if I am going to accomplish the things that I want to do while working around the full-time-job thing.

In fact, I am a full month behind where I should be in terms of updating some of my products for 2010. While I can write part of that off to being sick for 4 weeks in Oct/Nov, a big part of it is that I simply have not been at my desk. The state of my in-box can attest to that! I linked to a post about creating a fixed schedule for yourself in order to balance work and non-work last week, but this solution is just not going to work for me – I can’t create a fixed schedule for the restaurant. So this is going to take some more thinking, with these concepts as guidelines:

1. Time allows you to rest and recover – I particularly need downtime for recuperating from stress. Pushing myself and overcoming challenges are excellent ways to invest time, yet until I fully recover from the recent bout with illness, resting is the best way to use some of the time I gain from that investment.
2. Time allows you to increase your focus – With less time to work on the “important” projects that I do want to complete, it is vital that I focus tightly on them. And start less projects in order to accomplish/complete the ones that I do start.
3. Time allows you to see how things turn out – Having set this restaurant manager gig in motion I am identifying the variables that are beyond my control, and now waiting to determine their full effects is all I can do. I will work toward investing this downtime to prepare for the next stage of the progression.
4. Time allows you to create balance in your life – All work and no play leads to a heart attack, or GERD. I must remember to invest the time that I do have to be with/communicate with my family and friends. Connecting with your circle is energizing and something that I definitely do not do enough of. Hearing from people that I have not heard from in a long time was one of the best things to happen yesterday.

There it is. Part one of the thought-process. Part two will involve making some choices and breaking down the vital projects into Action Steps. The choices will be difficult, mainly because I have started/want to start too many things.

Because it is time to get back into that entrepreneurial mindset, applying it to my “job” and to the freelancing/personal projects. It is time stop deluding myself, hoping that these projects can languish and wait on the back burner until some point in the future where “more time” magically appears.

Because, like everything else in Pandora’s Box, hope is evil and destructive. [important note: I am not being a pessimist or taking the negative point of view, it's just that hope is not a viable strategy for accomplishing anything, and hope is distinct from positive thinking]

Do less to accomplish more is my new mantra.

Discipline and Focus are the watchwords.

I will keep you posted, can you help me stay on track with encouragement and gentle prodding? I think that Twitter will be the best place for that.